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Even though I dont show it girl
I just want you to know
That even if we fight a million times over little things
We can still make it better
I meant what I said when I gave you that promise ring,
That imma love you forever
I fall for you deeper everyday.
I feel it now girl more than ever.
But with our type of love
Forever Ain't Enough

I been searchin my whole life
I'm lucky I found you
Now that I got you, you ain't leavin cause
Forever Aint Enough

You see me for who I am
And not for who I'm not
I'm tellin you that I'm sorry
If I tend to treat you the wrong way
But I care, You know my heart is there

- By J.Holiday Dedicated by Firdaus Rashid


Critics NEVER Bring me Down. It Made Me Become A Stronger Person.

I'm Confused! =S

  • Nov. 5th, 2009 at 12:55 PM
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I know I haven been updating. Yes yes yes.. I will try to update as often as I can alright? I have been real busy these few days that I do not even have enough rest. =(

Anyway.. Today is the first day of the drama production that I am dancing for. I am quite excited for the fact that I will be a 'dancing voodoo doll' like what he always called me as. Haha! I'm still home and the whether is asking me to sleep.. Reella baby is on my bed right now sleeping while waiting for time to burn.

I will update about the performance when I'm free ok? Because after this production, I will be concentrating fully on Dance Xplosion which will be held in 2 weeks time and we have not decided on the songs and all. =( But I'm sure we will be able to pull through this together. =)

OK..I gtg wake Reella up and off we go to school. Again. Hahaha! =p

I promise I will come back with updates soon ok? =))

** Thank you to you.. =))

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I think Fir had quite a celebration on his 22nd birthday.. =)) He deserve it.

On his birthday itself, I gave him a surprise. He thought he could predict me but this time round. Many have been asking what surprise I gave him so I shall give e brief account..

So Fir was uncontactable on his birthday because the day before he work night shift and he did not bring his phone and I know he was riding. So I had to plan my time wisely so as not to be caught red handed. I reached his place at about 9am knowing that he would reach home from work by then. So before I left home, I left him a text saying that I wanna play a game with him.

In the message, I told him to go down to 3rd level of his block to find the next clue to the next stop. So I put this huge birthday card that I made for him at level 3 with a small note behind which has the clue to the next stop. Why 3 you may ask. Its his favourite number. =)

I must admit that I almost got caught red handed because he was fast. I was about to put the card at 3rd level when he text me saying that he's home and is making his way down. I swear at that point of time I panicked and I literally RAN down the stairs to go to the next place. (i know he is laughing reading this part)

The next place was his house carpark and specifically at his bike. Luckily he parked his bike at the normal spot. Just imagine if he were to park it somewhere else and I had to find it? Confirm he will reach his bike before me and there goes the surprise. Haha!

Anyway, the 2nd stop was his birthday cake. I put his birthday cake on his bike and I hid behind a wall and then I surprise him! Haha! The first thing he said when he saw me was.. "Ehk..Where you come from?" Hahahhah! He was surprise and I love to see that smile on his face even though he was super duper tired from work.

Birthday boy and his birthday card and cake from me at his house carpark. Hehe..
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So after that I waited for him to come back from having his birthday lunch with Mummy and then he picked me up and we head down to his camp to put our bags and tent before heading for 'photo shoot'. Yes. Fir actually wanted to take pictures at Fir Ave. Its one of his birthday wish. So he rode down to Fir Ave and he cam-whore and I became his personal photographer. Haha!



So after taking pictures, we went to have dinner at KFC at Plaza Singapura before making our way to Clarke Quay. We managed to get into Rebel. It was my 2nd time there but the boy's 1st and he was sooooo excited about it. =) We walked around and met many familiar faces and most of which are Abg Rixal's crewmates.

Rebel was fun and nice. Clubbing with your boyfriend is one of the most fun thing to do. You guys should try clubbing with your partner without your friends. Its nice. =)




We also managed to drop by Zirca since we have never been there eversince M.O.S closed down. After hours of dancing our ass off, we had to go back to his camp to get our bags before heading to East Coast for our picnic by the beach.

On the way to his camp, we were stopped by police on the road and both of us kene screen. For the first time that I kene screen on the road. Haha! At that time was almost 4 am in the morning. So after all that head down to East Coast and Fir had to go for his training at Changi at about 6 am and he had no choice but to leave me alone in the tent. =( I was sick by the way at that time. My cough was bad and I lost my voice. Hehe..

Fir came back only at baout 9 plus with McGriddles. =) So sweet! =) After eating we went back to sleep till late evening and it was home sweet home.. =))

I'm glad he had fun with me. That day was one of the longest time spent together and I want more of it again! =) Heee...

On 28 Oct, was his birthday chalet. Color them is white. =)  I had to go get his birthday cake early in the morning and then go his house to help Mummy prepare the food for the chalet. It was fun helping him and Mummy to prepare the food. I cut the chicken and Fir fried the nuggets! =) We both felt as though it was sweet that I was there to help his mum and him. =)

Helped him and Kakak to iron their clothes for the chalet and then pack up and off we go. I took car with Mummy and Fir's cousin-in-law because it was raining and Fir don't want me to ride with him..



The chalet was big and I love the place though it looked abit ulu but it was ok. I had fun at the chalet even though something happened towards the end of the night. I do not wish to elaborate but yeah..

Most pictures are in Fir's camera. Will upload it once he upload it on Facebook ok? =)

(Fir's cousin-in-law)(Before going down to cut the cake)



And then just today, was Remy's birthday. So as always F.I.S had their 'adat' thingy and I was one of the victim because Fir is not there. So I kinda took over him. =( My face was smashed with the oreo cheesecake. Hahaha! Kikin will upload the video on Facebook so check it out ok? Hahahha!! =)

Alright..I better go to sleep now. Long day tomorrow! =)

Happy Birthday Baby Fir, Hadi and Yanie! =)

  • Oct. 24th, 2009 at 12:22 AM
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Yeap! All 3 share the same birth date! Happy Birthday to all 3 of you! *hugs*

To Fir, I will say what I wanna say later when I give you a shocking surprise. Haha! If you think that you can predict me, I'ma prove you wrong later in the day. Hehe..

To Hadi, one of my favourite floorball player in RP. I wish you all the best in everything you do. Just wanna let you know that you played well in today's game. Kau dengar tak aku pekik namer kau? Sampai aku dah tak de suare tau skrg. Haha! Me losing my voice is worth it because you guys made RP proud! All the way Hadi! =)

To my one and only sister, Yanie.. Finally 18. Hehe.. I wish you all the best for everything that you do. Thank you for always keeping the room clean,*smile big big*  thank you for keeping all my secrets safe (cuz I always cover your ass for you) and thank you for being the most irritating sister ever. =D Tapi ku tetap syg kau. Heee... =DD

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Yes I know I haven been updating this site. I am real busy right now preparing for Dance Xplosion with TMC and also going for rehearsals for Daen's drama production which will be held in school in less than 2 weeks time. Me, Wawan, Filzah, Haiqal and Fir is helping him to dance for his production. =) I am looking forward for it cuz it would be my first time performing in school and being a voodoo doll. Yes. A voodoo doll because the title of the production is "Pontianak" =D

School is seriously taking a toll on me and I'm like trying my best to cope with every single thing that I'm doing currently. Because of all these commitments, I do not have enough rest and thus resulted in me being sick. Fever and cough is seriously not helping.

FYP is being sucha bloody bitch. I am not putting so much hope on this. A grade C will make me SUPER happy.(obviously I would wanna get a better grade but judging by the situation now, I shall not hope for much)

I have nothing much to update actually but I do wanna say many things here but knowing the number of people who reads my blog, I think I shall save it because I WILL offend a certain group of people. These people seriously need a life and I just hope that one day they will realise that people change be it for the better or not and these people should learn how to ACCEPT the fact that there are certain things that can't be changed like LOVE? Unless the person who's in love wanna stop loving the other person. Tsk.

If only these people do not exist in our lives, I will be a much more happier person than ever. Sometimes I really had enough of all the shits that these people have been giving me. They need to stop it man. Come on people. Stop bothering other people's lives and start taking care of your own ok? Suggestion... Get yourself busy so that you will not bother other people but yourself. =) You should try. It works ya know. Hah! -.-

Ok.. That's all for now.

Anyway, dancers/homies.. Do not forget Fir's birthday chalet this coming Wednesday ok? Check your Facebook! =))

R.I.P to My Favourite Arowana

  • Oct. 19th, 2009 at 12:15 AM
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I just realised that I'm such a dumb asshole. Its been a day since my fish died and I realised that it is really gone. Ok shuddup. I know. I tot Daddy gave it away or something because on Friday before I left home for Dbl O, the fish was fine. Those who came my house before, you will know how big the fish is. Well maybe its just time for it to go.

Ya. I'm affected by it because the fish has always been there for me whenever I'm all alone in the living room. Now, it has been replaced by another arowana fish. Not my favourite because that fish very fierce and is smaller. Hailaaa...

Anyway, pictures from the Dbl O party will be up once Massythura upload it up on Facebook.

It was quite a night for everyone, I think. A huge bottle of Absolut Vodka kinda made everyone high and that includes my boy (note that he doesn't drink and doesn't allow me to drink)  who had his virgin night drinking that night. Glad he enjoyed his night even though he hates the taste of the alcohol but he was enjoying himself on the dancefloor. I had to make myself sober just to take care of him. It was funny how he got himself high. I can say that he's drunk because he can't remember half of the night. Hehe..

Anyway, Zairi was being soooo super duper sweet. I met him earlier today to mix and burn his song for his solo dance competition held at ITE Simei tomorrow. I helped him go through his steps and details. I did not expect anything in return because, going through the steps and details with someone, will make me better in my own details and steps. Guess what he bought for me as a gift just because I helped him?

CHANEL PERFUME.


I was like.. OMG!!!! Its CHANEL SIA!!! I totally did not expect anything like that. Thank you so much Zairi. You shouldn't have because I help you as much as I could and I am also in a way helping myself. Once again, thank you so much! I love the perfume and I bet Fir will love it too! =) I am still very touched by it. Awww.... =))



I love the smell.=)


And to my baby boy, thank you for fetching me even though you tired from work. I truly appreciate it. I love you even if you are my smelly boy. Hehehe.. =pp *hugsnkiss*

Updates soon! =)

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For the first time I played computer games. Massy and Mael forced me to play Left 4 Dead(L4D) and kill zombies! Haha! I had fun but I have so much difficulty trying to control the keys on the keyboard. Haha!! I died halfway through the mission. I bet Massy and Mael had a good laugh! Haha!!=p

After that head down to studio and it was home sweet home for us after that. The moment I stepped into my house, this is what mummy said to me..

Mummy: Kakak. Don't go inside the kitchen first.
Me: Why? I hungry!
Mummy: Ader grasshopper kat atas.
Me: HUH?!! Grasshopper?! Pelesit?!!
Mummy: Shhhh.. Tak mo cabol tu mulot boleh?
Me: Abe aper bende tu?!

I literally crept into the kitchen to look at the grasshopper and boy it was BIG. I swear. It was green and big. I was so scared. Daddy was still not home yet and I waited till he's home so that he can get rid of that "thing".

Seriously, even if its just some random green grasshopper in my house, I am just curious about how the fuck it got into my house. For those who have been to my house, you will know which unit I'm staying but those who don't, I stay at the 6th storey. So tell me, of all houses why mine?

I mean, not that I'm trying to scare myself but I'm trying to be realistic here.

Anyway, when Daddy got back, I kinda expected him to ya know.. Like.. He should know what to do but you know what he said after he saw that "thing"?

Daddy:
Eeee! I also scared.
Me: -.-'''
Daddy: Macam mane ni dier boleh masok dalam rumah?
Me: How about you ask that thing? Mesti dier jawab balik kan? *rolls eyes* Hw we noe! Terbang masok kot thru the window?

Funny ar my dad sometimes. Sometimes je. Anyway what he did was.. He took the broom and hit the grasshopper. 'It' kinda 'disappear' after kene hit and Daddy had to use the torchlight to find the thing. We initially thought that it really disappear but it add up hiding on the plates and then he took this huge plastic bag (its so big that it can fit my arowana fish) and caught it and throw it away.

Sighh.. This is not the first time there's this grasshopper around my house but first time IN my house. There's once that I saw a SHINY green grasshopper on my corridor window. =S Some other times I saw it in my house lift or outside my house door. I just wonder how that thing got there. Whatever the reason is for that thing to be in my house, only god knows.

On a happier note, I am excited for tomorrow. Its been so long since I party and we are all heading to Dbl O. I am in a way excited for Fir because its his pre-birthday party. Lets tunggang terbalik together ok baby since you're not riding tomorrow.. *smile big big* I will make sure you tunggang terbalik. Next week will be celebrating his birthday at Rebel. A private party for just the both of us and camping by the sea. Hee.. =))

Anyway, I did not go school today because I was down with high fever in the morning. I dunno what causes my fever but I had a weird and scary nightmare last night and guess what is it about. It was about that grasshopper. Sighh..

If its really that "thing", whoever sent it to my house, I prayed that you will get your retribution soon.

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